◆ Chapter 1: Elementary School Arc
I'm Hana Ueda, just an ordinary high school girl you can find anywhere. If I had to say, I'm a little more into girls' love - yuri stuff than most people!
On my usual winter
walk home, something made me a little happy today.
As I walked home
from high school a bit early, I spotted two elementary school girls holding
hands.
Ah, how cute,
elementary school yuri... So precious...
Their red backpacks
were bouncing up and down.
As I watched their
backs warmly, I couldn't help but fantasize.
I'm sure they're
just playing together without a care in the world as elementary schoolers, but
they'll start to become aware of each other around middle school, go through
twists and turns, and eventually start dating in high school, ultimately
reaching their goal in Shibuya.
No, by the time
they become adults, I'm sure the laws will have changed, and same-sex marriage
will be accepted as a commonplace thing in society.
Wait no, I can't
just leave it to others and say that it's a sure thing.
To make that
happen, I need to become a member of parliament and strive to make this country
more yuri-friendly even a little bit. That's why I, Hana Ueda, am aiming to
become a bureaucrat.
Don't worry, little
yuri elementary school couple. The future of yuri is bright. I'll protect you!
As I thought about
that and stared at the elementary school couple, I fell into an open manhole on
the side of the road with a "Danger! Absolutely do not enter!" sign
and died. I was seventeen years old.
My dream of becoming
a member of parliament was crushed here.
However-- I, who
should have died, suddenly woke up.
What's going on?
Something's wrong. Why am I conscious? The terrifying image of the moment I
fell is still stuck in my head.
My vision is
blurry. Is this someone's room? It's not mine, but it feels familiar.
It doesn't seem
like I'm lying in bed. My whole body feels incredibly vague. Was I seriously
injured?
Huh...?
Someone came into
the room. It's a girl.
The girl collapses
onto the bed with a puff and lets out a sobbing sound.
"Onee-chan... Onee-chan..."
Hearing her voice
made me feel a tightness in my chest.
I wanted to say
something to her, but a sudden wave of sleepiness hit me. I couldn't stay
awake.
Swallowed up by
drowsiness, I closed my eyes. As I drifted off, I wished that the next time I
woke up, that little girl would be smiling.
In my dream, I was
holding a crying girl tightly.
I'm a huge yuri
fan, but I don't particularly have any feelings of wanting to do anything with
girls myself. I just like watching.
Even so, I had
special feelings for this girl. Not anything indecent, but purely wanting to
comfort her somehow.
Seeing the crying
girl made me sad too. My feelings kept sinking deeper and deeper.
At least I wanted
to take on some of the girl's sadness, so I stroked her head.
The girl looked up
at me and whispered, "Onee-chan."
--Onee-chan.
It was at that
moment, as my face reflected in her teary eyes.
I remembered
everything.
And then, I woke up
again.
This time, my
memory was clearer than before.
This is the room of
Hana Ueda's younger sister - Aoi Ueda.
No wonder it looked
familiar. It's the room next door. But why am I in Aoi's room instead of my
own?
The answer became
clear immediately. Or rather, there was a full-length mirror in front of me,
and it was obvious at a glance.
I had become a
houseplant.
...Yeah.
It's hard to
accept, but it's true. I have become a houseplant and am sitting prominently in
Aoi's room.
This Benjamin
Baroque is a houseplant I gave Aoi as an interior green gift[1]
for her birthday. I wondered if giving a houseplant instead of flowers was
appropriate for an elementary schooler, but Aoi herself said she'd prefer something
long-lasting, so I chose this. She was delighted with the curly leaves.
But why did I
become a houseplant...?
I understand why my
whole body feels vague. It's because I'm a houseplant. But how on earth am I
able to see the surroundings even though I'm a houseplant?
Could it be that I
still have some human functions left? I tried hard for a while, but I still
couldn't lift my roots and start walking. Though, it would be slightly
horrifying if I could do that...
I hear the sound of
someone slowly climbing the stairs. It seems I can also feel sounds and
vibrations. They say tomatoes grow sweet fruits when they listen to classical
music, so maybe it's something like that. I don't know.
The door opened. I
was surprised by the lack of a knock, but it was Aoi who appeared. You wouldn't
knock on your own room, would you?
Behind her, our
worried-looking mother showed her face.
"Aoi, you
don't have to force yourself to go to school. You can take a break for a
while."
"Okay."
Aoi nodded with a
flushed face, changed into her pajamas with sluggish movements, and lay down on
the bed. Our mother placed some Pocari and snacks beside the pillow.
"You can take
it slowly, just a little at a time."
"...Okay."
Aoi nodded in a
smaller voice than before, and our mother stroked her forehead before leaving
the room.
Aoi stared blankly
at the ceiling.
Come to think of
it, Aoi has always been the kind of child who gets a fever before field trips
and such. It's probably stress or something, but I wonder if something has been
causing her stress lately.
As I tried to think
about it, I quickly realized.
Could it be... that
my falling into the manhole has something to do with it...?
"Onee-chan..."
As if
to confirm it, Aoi mumbles in a tearful voice.
I
couldn't help but shiver (even though I don't have a spine) from the chill.
So...
Aoi, only in fifth grade, lost her Onee-chan in an accident...
H-How
pitiful! Poor Aoi!
That's
why she's been skipping school, having a fever, and sobbing all the time...
Uu, I'm
sorry, Aoi...
If only
I hadn't been so captivated by the elementary school yuri couple and let my
imagination run wild...
No, I
can't just make any excuses and not do anything.
All
Onee-chan can do now is at least absorb the carbon dioxide in the room and
release oxygen. So, I take deep breaths with all my might.
As I
show off my lung capacity from my days in the tennis club, Aoi suddenly sits
up.
"Oh
right, I need to… water you."
She
picks up the watering can in the room and comes over to me.
Aoi is
a beautiful girl with big eyes and a well-featured face. Compared to me, who takes
after our mother and is more of a charming type (a euphemistic expression),
Aoi, who takes after our father, will surely grow up to be a beautiful woman.
My shy,
introverted sister, who used to follow me around saying "Onee-chan,
Onee-chan," is hurt, and I can't do anything for her as an older sister.
I put
all my strength into my arm. Hnnnn.
At
least I have to hug her tiny body. Hnnnn.
No
good. I can't even make a single leaf tremble.
I
should have given Aoi a carnivorous plant like a Venus flytrap as a gift. If I
could flap the leaves in front of her, I might have been able to express some
intention. Although the probability of Aoi screaming and me getting pruned is
high.
Aoi
stares intently at me (or rather, the houseplant). I try to seize the opportunity
and make a sound, but the leaves of the Benjamin Baroque had no organs to
produce sound.
I'm
being watered with the watering can. My body feels refreshed. It feels like I'm
taking a shower, but at the same time, I feel like I'm drinking delicious water.
It's strangely pleasant.
Gasp...
Could it be that I'm actually naked...? Even though I've become a houseplant,
right now, my fifth-grade sister is making me naked and pouring water on me
from the head...?
I'm
starting to feel perverted.
"Hey,
Onee-chan."
My
heart races!
Could
it be that Aoi has realized I've become a houseplant...!?
"Without
you, Onee-chan, every day is lonely..."
Of
course, that wasn't the case. Aoi was just talking to herself.
Uu, I'm
sorry...
"Why
did you have to go, Onee-chan...?"
If only
I hadn't been so captivated by the elementary school yuri...
"You
were always so cheerful, fun, beautiful, and cool... without you, I'll be all
alone..."
Huh?
Who is she talking about? Me? Me?
Could
there have been a forbidden sisterly yuri route? Darn it! I missed out! If only
I'd made a move a little sooner!
No,
that's not it. I prefer watching rather than being involved. No, that's not the
point! With all these mysterious events, I was confused too.
I want
Aoi to cheer up somehow. Is there really nothing I can do? It's painful to just
watch!
I feel
like crying with Aoi.
At that
moment, the doorbell rang. Aoi didn't seem to care and continued to water me,
but there was a knock on the bedroom door.
Our
mother poked her head in.
"Aoi,
your friend came to deliver some handouts. Do you want to see her for a
bit?"
"...I'm
watering right now."
"It's
Chiharu."
"..."
As Aoi
looked down without replying, our mother smiled softly and left the room,
saying, "Wait a moment."
Aoi
mumbled, "Chii-chan."
Soon, a
slightly taller girl with a backpack appeared.
Chii-chan,
or Chiharu Natsume, is our childhood friend. Since our houses are close, the
three of us used to play together all the time.
Chiharu,
who loved physical activities, often challenged me to races, and Aoi, not
wanting to be left out, would follow us and fall, which was the usual pattern.
After I
entered high school and started devoting my weekends to club activities, it was
hard to find time together, but the three of us were like sisters.
"Here,
handouts."
"Okay."
Chiharu
hands over the printouts she took out of her backpack, and Aoi receives them
with a downcast face.
Both of
them seemed unsure of what to say.
The
first to speak was Chiharu, the "older sister" whose birthday was
three months earlier.
"You've
been off for a week now, your body, is it okay?"
"I
still have a bit of a fever, I guess."
"Then
you have to rest."
Chiharu
points to the bed, but Aoi, who sits down next to the houseplant (me), looks
down again and says, "Yeah."
"Without
Aoi, school is boring."
"..."
"Come
to school, even just for a little bit."
Chiharu
also had a stiff face as she tried to cheer up Aoi.
I
understand, I understand. I can tell exactly how Chiharu feels.
Chiharu
must have come to encourage Aoi.
But she
doesn't know what to say because she's never had this experience before, so her
words come out curt.
I'm
rooting for Chiharu.
Hang in
there. Hang in there, Chiharu. Do it for me, who can only watch. It might be
too much for an elementary schooler, but...!
"...Aoi."
But
perhaps her heart was broken too, as Chiharu also looked down.
Even
though she's so close, she doesn't know what to do. Her confusion and
frustration are painful to watch.
Then,
as if she suddenly realized something, Chiharu pointed at me.
"Is
that houseplant from Hana-chan?"
"Yeah."
That's
right. Although, right now, I'm more like a "Kusa(grass)-chan" than a
"Hana(flower)-chan."
"The
leaves are curly and cute."
"Yeah."
Chiharu
pokes the leaves, and Aoi does the same.
"It
kind of resembles Hana-chan."
"Ah...
maybe."
It's
true that I have curly hair and often have curls. I've tried hair straightening
a few times, but it quickly wears off and the price is no joke, so I've given
up and cut it short.
But I
didn't send the Benjamin Baroque with the intention of it resembling me. I'm
not that self-loving...
"It
does look like Onee-chan."
Saying
that, Aoi lets out a small smile.
Oh,
ooh...!
Chiharu
sits cross-legged close to Aoi and holds out her hand.
"Hey,
can I water it too?"
"Yeah.
I think Onee-chan would be happy too."
I'm
already being treated as a Onee-chan, but since it's true, I can't say
anything.
This
time, Chiharu pours water on me too. It's cold and feels good. I almost feel
like my hips are floating (even though I don't have any) and I want to let out
a sound. These two are playing with their 17-year-old sister's body and
smiling. What wicked fifth-graders.
After
returning the watering can, Chiharu hesitates for a moment and then makes a
determined face.
And
then, she holds Aoi's hand.
Then,
with a serious gaze.
"You
know, I know a magic spell that can cheer you up."
No way.
Could
it be she’s going to do the thing I thoughtlessly did for Chiharu when she had
just entered elementary school, fell, and scraped her knee on the asphalt,
crying with blood dripping down?
Do you
remember, Chiharu?
...If
that's the case, what will happens?
Aoi
tilts her head with innocent, puppy-like eyes.
"...Really?"
"Yeah.
I can't do it to other people, but I can do it for Aoi. Do you want me
to?"
"Yeah."
"...Then
close your eyes."
Aoi
closes her eyes with a trusting expression.
On the
other hand, Chiharu clenches her lips with determination.
But she
gathers her courage and moves her face.
Chiharu
gently touches her lips to Aoi's forehead.
It's elementary
school yuri...
Aoi
covers her forehead with both hands, her face turning red in surprise.
Chiharu,
who gave the kiss, also averts her eyes and blushes.
Precious.
As if
swearing an eternal vow, Chiharu musters her courage and says,
"You
know, it's okay, Aoi. I'll always be by your side."
"...Chii-chan,
is that..."
Chiharu,
who was stared at with innocent eyes, stammers.
"It's
not in a weird way... you know, Aoi is shy around strangers, and if there's no
one she knows nearby, she'll cry, right? So from now on,
...I'll
be… by Aoi's side... for Hana-chan "
What a
handsome guy. I want to be hugged.
Aoi
takes in those love confession-like words with a blank face for a while.
But
this time, it's not an awkward silence,
"Sorry,
Aoi, I said something strange when you have a fever."
"No,
I'm happy."
Aoi's
smile quietly blooms, lifting her spirits.
It was
like light shining through a break in the clouds.
Blushing,
Aoi tightly holds Chiharu's hands with both of hers.
"Chii-chan,
always, always be with me. I don't want you to be gone too."
"Of
course. If I leave Aoi alone, I don't know when she'll get a fever. I'm worried
too."
"Thank
you, Chii-chan..."
The two
of them hold hands for a while.
Aoi is
smiling, but Chiharu is embarrassed all the way through.
When
it's time to leave, Chiharu is the only one who blushing like a boy.
Sigh.
I don't
know if her feeling is love or friendship, but there's no doubt that Chiharu
has special feelings for Aoi.
I
didn't know. I had no idea that Chiharu thought of Aoi that way.
At that
age, kids usually admire older sisters, so they would be more interested in
me... But I'm just a bystander...
No, no,
it's fine. With this, Aoi could get better. She was able to feel that she
wasn't alone, not just through words. It's all thanks to Chiharu.
I may
not be the one to make her do it, but I hope she can move forward without being
trapped by the person who's gone.
And the
same goes for me.
My path
to becoming a member of parliament has been closed, but this might not be a bad
second life (plant life?).
From
now on, I'll watch over Aoi's life as a houseplant, from good morning to good
night.
From
this special seat, I'll enjoy plenty of elementary school yuri!
Aoi
started going to school the next day.
Although
she still occasionally looks into the distance with a lonely expression, her
fever seems to have completely subsided.
I'm
glad, I'm glad.
Perhaps
because I'm not there anymore, Aoi and Chiharu often play in the room. Aoi is
not good at playing outside, so Chiharu must be adjusting to her. How kind. How
precious.
Two
weeks after I disappeared, one day.
The two
of them are doing handicrafts. It looks like they're making drawstring bags by
threading strings.
"Aoi,
you're good at this kind of thing, huh..."
"Really?"
"I'm
terrible at sewing and knitting. Needles are kind of scary."
Chiharu
falls backward with a thud. I understand that feeling. I used to have my mom do
most of my sewing homework for me.
On the
other hand, Aoi silently continues threading the needle.
Aoi
likes these kinds of mundane tasks. She likes to solve crossword puzzles from
her mom's magazines and spends a lot of time leveling up in games.
It's
somehow cute to see a small elementary school student engrossed in such work.
But when I tried to tease her, she got angry with me. I was a hopeless Onee-chan.
Anyway,
it seems like Chiharu is getting bored.
"Hey,
Aoi. Let's do something else."
"Okay,
but what?"
"Hmm."
It
seems like they've finished one part of the work. As Aoi puts away the tools in
the sewing box, Chiharu, who has also finished tidying up, groans.
"Hey,
Aoi"
"Yes?"
"Do
you have any boys you like in your class?"
"Huh?"
Surprised
by the sudden change of topic, Aoi shakes her silky black hair.
"No
no, I'm still too young for that kind of thing, so I don't have anyone."
"It's
suspicious when you get flustered."
I can
relate.
"I
said I don't, I really don't."
Aoi repeats
it as if to emphasize.
"I
don't have any close male friends, and I haven't even talked to any of
them."
"Not
even someone you think is nice?"
"Yeah."
She
nods.
Aoi
doesn't seem to know why Chiharu suddenly asked such a question and looks a bit
annoyed. Well, with this attitude, it's probably true that she doesn't have
anyone she likes.
As the
questioning comes to a halt, Aoi stands up.
"I'm
going to the bathroom for a bit."
"Okay."
As soon
as Aoi leaves,
Chiharu
lets out a sigh as if a string has been cut.
"Why
am I so nervous...?"
Chiharu's
cheeks are flushed as she brushes her hair back.
Chiharu's
gaze, which had been restlessly scanning the room, eventually stopped in front
of me.
"Hana-chan...
am I strange?"
What's
wrong girl? Are you troubled?
I'll
listen to you down to the very corners of my veins.
"Recently,
I've been feeling weird. Ever since Hana-chan disappeared and Aoi was crying
about being lonely, my heart clenches."
Yeah,
yeah.
To put
it bluntly, that's love.
"When
Aoi is in a different group for P.E., I get strangely restless, wondering what
she's currently doing, or if she's alright, and I can't help but think about
those things."
I
understand. That's love.
I want
to celebrate the birth of an elementary school yuri couple.
Chiharu
clenches her molars in frustration.
"...If
only Hana-chan were alive, this wouldn't have happened... why…"
I-I'm
sorry. I feel like I've had cold water poured on my thoughtless thoughts.
No,
really, I'm sorry for being captivated by the elementary school yuri couple...
"Sigh,
why is it... I couldn't stand to see Aoi feeling down, and I've been thinking
that it would be nice if she didn't have to cry or be sad from now on...
so..."
Chiharu
seems to be searching for the right words.
"Could
it be that I... think of Aoi as..."
Gulping,
I wait for Chiharu's next words.
She
looks up at the ceiling and murmurs softly.
"Like
a little sister... maybe?"
I
almost forgot that I was a houseplant and nearly facepalmed.
I see,
like a little sister, huh...
However,
the girl seemed convinced, and her face gradually became more serious.
"I
see... Since Hana-chan is gone, I have to become an older sister for Aoi, and
that's why I'm worried about her... I see, I see! I got it, Hana-chan, thank
you!"
She smiles without a care and gently pokes my leaf with her index finger.
Hey,
you. I don't think an older sister would kiss her little sister's forehead,
but... I also did that to Chiharu. I was also quite flustered at that time and
couldn't think of anything else.
With
that brief confession over, Aoi returns from the bathroom.
"I’m
back. Chii-chan, were you on the phone or something? I heard voices."
"Oh,
I was just consulting with Hana-chan."
"Eh,
Onee-chan?"
Aoi also
glances at the houseplant. In this room, Hana is now synonymous with this
houseplant. I can't help but feel nervous about being introduced as "Onee-chan"
when she gets a lover someday.
Chiharu
grabs Aoi’s hand and pulls her close.
Aoi,
looking puzzled, leans into Chiharu without resistance.
"I
think of you as a real little sister, Aoi."
"U-uh…is
that so?"
Chiharu
hugs Aoi’s head tightly and reassures her again.
"So,
if you ever have any painful or unpleasant experiences, tell me. I'll do my
best for Hana-chan's sake too."
"Yeah..."
But Aoi
places her hand on Chiharu’s cheek.
"...But
that goes for Chii-chan too, right?"
"Eh?
Me?"
Aoi
smiles and turns around, gently stroking Chiharu’s bangs.
"I
know Chii-chan is really lonely without Onee-chan too. So, it goes both ways.
I'll also be a substitute for Onee-chan."
"But…"
Chiharu shakes her head. "For you to do that to me…"
"At
least when it comes to sewing, I’m better."
Aoi points
out Chiharu’s drawstring bag that was left on the desk. After making a
"Ugh" face, Chiharu smiles faintly.
"Well,
that’s true. Then let’s share Hana-chan’s role together, Aoi-Onee-chan."
"Yeah,
I’ll do my best too, Chiharu-Onee-chan."
The two
of them laugh together, snuggling up like sister cats.
Although
they didn't have romantic feelings for each other (honestly, I think Chiharu is
suspicious), it was a truly precious scene.
Without
thinking, I put my hands together in prayer. How grateful I am...
Being
able to witness such a scene is all thanks to my death. Thank you, Ueda Hana.
Your death was the glue that strengthened the bonds between the two girls...
Ueda Hana, you lived for that purpose...
The
winter that year lasted a long time.
It
feels a bit guilty to always have the heater on so that the houseplant doesn't
wither. So at the very least, I'll try my best to keep the air clean.
Whenever
Aoi caught a fever during the winter, Chiharu would always visit her.
"Sorry,
Chii-chan."
"Really,
Aoi, you're so frail. I'll leave the printouts on your desk."
"Thanks..."
Chiharu,
who had taken off her scarf and placed her backpack down, had a sulky
expression on her face. Even though they've kissed each other on the forehead
so many times, she still feels shy.
She
approaches Aoi, who is lying in bed.
She
tightly grasps Aoi’s hand.
"...And
also, the charm again."
"Yeah."
She
presses her small lips against Aoi’s sweaty forehead.
Moved
by the beauty of the scene, I can't help but shed tears. It’s the ultimate
satisfaction for a houseplant.
"Get
better soon."
"Hehe...
thank you..."
Seeing
Aoi’s grin, Chiharu pouts with her cheeks blushing.
She
kisses Aoi’s forehead once more before leaving.
A moist
sound echoes.
With a
concerned look on her face, Aoi says,
"If
Chii-chan ever gets a fever, I'll give you a charm too."
"Eh,
no need for that... It’s embarrassing."
Aoi
blinks rapidly.
"Was
it embarrassing for you?"
"Ah,
no, not that, it’s different!"
After dugging
her own grave, Chiharu suddenly became flustered.
Aoi
covers her mouth with blanket.
"So
it is embarrassing... As I thought, friends don't do this, right?"
"No,
no, they do. I'd do it with anyone, with no problem." Chiharu averts her
eyes when Aoi stares at her intently. "Well… maybe… not that often."
Sweat
drips down her temple. It’s hard to tell who has the fever with that
complexion.
But after
clearing her throat with a cough, Chiharu gazes at Aoi. "No, I don't do
it, I don't do it with anyone else, just Aoi."
Aoi’s
expression softens.
"I
see. That makes me happy. It really does make me feel better. Chii-chan’s lips
are soft and feel nice."
Chiharu
flinches slightly when Aoi says something so bold.
"Feel
nice, you say..."
"Hmm?"
Aoi has
a question mark floating above her head. She doesn't seem to be aware that she
said something strange.
This is
the difference in mental age...!
Chiharu
places her index finger on Aoi’s lips.
"...Don't
say that kind of thing in public. It’s embarrassing."
"Yeah,
so it’s our secret."
"That’s
right, it’s a secret. If you keep the promise, I'll do it again."
"Hey,
what if I start looking forward to getting a fever?"
"Hey,
hey..."
Chiharu
pokes Aoi’s head, who’s grinning mischievously, and her cheeks relax.
After
that, Aoi had a fever once a month, and Chiharu would visit her and kiss her
forehead each time.
Having
witnessed their honeymoon from the closest distance, I felt like I was about to
achieve enlightenment and break free from the cycle of reincarnation due to the
sacredness of the scene. However, I endured with the iron will to continue
watching over Aoi. I couldn't let go of my own yuri room.
When
they became sixth graders and it seemed like Aoi’s sadness had faded away like
words written in the sand being washed away by the waves, Chiharu brought
another girl with her, which was unusual.
This
girl had long eyelashes, big eyes, and the look of a neat and clean beautiful
young lady that made my heart race a little.
Three
beautiful girls with different types in the same room. Photosynthesis is going
well with the light emitted by these beautiful girls...
"Ah,
is this the Benjamin Baroque you were talking about?"
The
beautiful girl looks at me up close. Wow, the carbon dioxide exhaled by a
beautiful girl! I must convert it all into starch. Thank you. Thank you.
"Yeah,
it’s the houseplant my Onee-chan gave me, and it looks like her."
"My
goodness... Nice to meet you, I’m Mizuhara Izumi. I’m Aoi’s classmate and we’ve
been getting along well."
How
polite, thank you very much.
Ueda
Hana here, turned into a Benjamin Baroque houseplant after falling into a
manhole.
Chiharu
is surprised next to me.
"That’s
amazing, Izumi. Your greeting is just like an adult."
"My
mother always tells me to be proper."
Izumi smiles elegantly, making me question whether she is a real sixth-grader, or
just an imaginary young lady created by a Lolicon.
Fortunately,
she seems to be real, and the three of them, including Izumi, spread out their
study materials from their backpacks.
Between
the well-developed-for-her-age Chiharu and the composed Izumi, you can see how
ordinary our Aoi is as a sixth grader. Ordinary Aoi is cute.
"Onee-chan,
Izumi-chan goes to the same cram school as me and is the cutest in our class.
She’s popular with both boys and girls, knows a lot of things, and is
amazing."
Aoi
tells me proudly, while Izumi smiles awkwardly.
"Well,
I don’t know about the cutest..."
Chiharu
also blushes while looking away.
You're
definitely in love with Aoi, aren't you? You can't fool my eyes.
"After
all Aoi-san, the other day at cram school..."
"Wait,
no, don’t say it!"
Aoi
leans forward to cover Izumi’s mouth.
"Did
something happen the other day?"
"Yes,
it did. She got a letter from a boy at cram school. Right?"
"Even
though I told you not to tell Chiharu-chan about it!"
"I'm
reporting it to Onee-sama. Don't worry, Onee-sama, Aoi-san is growing
beautifully every day."
With a prim
look, Izumi said at me.
Oh,
Aoi... I feel somewhat shocked too.
You've
already gotten to the point where boys are confessing to you... I never had any
romantic experiences in my life... Kids these days are so advanced...
Naturally,
the one who is as shocked as I am is Chiharu.
"No
way... Aoi, you, you..."
"It
was just an invitation to hang out next time!"
"In
the girls' network, Aoi-san is known as the true number one in popularity among
boys."
"No
way~!"
"I
didn't know that, even though I play dodgeball with boys all the time..."
"Because,
Aoi-san, you're really cute, right?"
"There’s
no way that’s true~!"
Izumi hugs Aoi and strokes her head, treating her like a puppy.
"At
school, everyone is holding back because Chiharu-onee-chan is there."
With a
meaningful gaze, Izumi looks at Chiharu. Chiharu snatches Aoi from her arms.
"It's
obvious right? I have a job to protect Aoi in Hana-chan’s place."
"But
I’m also your Onee-chan too~"
Aoi’s
cry is ignored.
Chiharu
strokes Aoi’s cheek and gazes into her eyes.
"Why
did you hide it, Aoi?"
It’s
like a scene where infidelity has been discovered.
Aoi,
flustered, says,
"Because...
it was embarrassing..."
Her
face turns bright red as she speaks. Chiharu keeps her serious gaze.
Overwhelmed
by the pressure, Aoi glances around for an escape.
"Um,
I...! My mom asked me to help serve some juice, so I have to go
downstairs!"
Aoi
leaves the room to escape from Chiharu’s grasp.
My
little sister is a scaredy-cat.
Sighing,
Chiharu collapses onto the desk.
"I
wonder if I should go to cram school too... But studying is such a
hassle..."
"Having
more friends is a good thing."
With a
constant smile, Izumi looks at Chiharu, who groans.
"Hey,
Izumi, do you think I’m too overprotective of Aoi?"
"Quite
a bit. I could only talk to her at cram school. But from what I see, you are
not the only one who insists that she is your best friend. There are quite a
few of them in my class."
"But
that doesn't really help Aoi, does it?"
"Well...
I don't know."
With a
troubled look, Izumi furrows her brow.
These
two are having a pretty mature conversation...
I’m beginning
to feel like my Aoi is below the average for her age.
Chiharu
leans on the desk and brushes her hair back.
"Aoi
has a weak body and gets a fever easily. It doesn't happen as much lately, but
she stays quiet and doesn't tell anyone when she has a fever. She keeps it to
herself and collapses when she gets home. When asked why she hid it, she says,
'Because it’s embarrassing.'"
"Well,
when you go to the infirmary, everyone pays attention to you."
"But
when Hana-chan was around, it was amazing. Just by looking, she’d say, 'You
seem to have a fever, let’s play at home,' or 'Aoi-chan might have a fever at
school today, can you keep an eye on her?' and it would really happen.
Hana-chan knew everything about Aoi."
"She's
a wonderful Onee-sama, isn't it?"
No,
that was just the result of years of experience... I think it’s too much to ask
of a fifth-grader to do the same...
Somehow,
my memories feel overly beautified.
"So
now I have to be Hana-chan’s replacement... I don't understand Aoi, so I think
I’m guarding her recklessly. I’m always worried about when she might have a
fever."
"I
understand your feelings, Chiharu-san."
The
un-childlike Izumi nods and smiles at Chiharu.
"Chiharu-san,
Aoi-san is very important to you, isn't she?"
"I
don't know. If that’s true, I should be doing something for Aoi, not for
myself."
"I
understand. Everything. I do."
With a
nod like a bodhisattva[2], Izumi said,
"Chiharu-san,
you like Aoi-san, don't you?"
Eh!?
Isn't that too direct!?
What is this sixth-grader... is she a nuclear warhead or something...?
Naturally, Chiharu
is also taken aback.
"Li-like
her..."
"Not
just as a friend, but as a lover!"
"Eh!?"
Seriously?
She said it.
With a
bright red face, Chiharu contrasts with the sparkling-eyed Izumi.
For her
age, accepting a romance between girls so openly... it can't be... Izumi is one
of my kind!?
Naturally,
Chiharu, who has the nerves of a normal girl, shows her rejection.
"Me
liking Aoi... That’s weird, we're both girls. What are you talking about,
Izumi?"
"Is
it really? Chiharu-san certainly has a thought process very close to a boy, but
there’s nothing strange about girls falling in love with each other."
You
can’t just casually say something shocking, Izumi.
But
Chiharu looks at her as if clinging.
"...Is…that
so?"
"Yes,
yes, of course. There are many books about romances between girls, they're called
'yuri'. Oh, if you'd like, please read this one. Here take this."
From
her bag, Izumi takes out a book. It’s a novel and it’s Marimite[3]. Why is she always
carrying it around?
Overwhelmed
by Izumi’s momentum, Chiharu accepts it.
"Um,
I've never read a book with just text like this, but thank you."
"Please
let me know your thoughts. I've been thinking for a long time that Chiharu-san
has this kind of potential, and I've been waiting for a chance to give it to
her."
"What
is that... I don't understand..."
Elite
education starting from elementary school age is about to begin...!
"Wait
no, really, I only think of Aoi as my little sister."
Eh, really?
"Eh,
really?"
Both
Izumi and I are in sync.
"What’s
with that way of talking? Those eyes, that mouth."
Chiharu
pulls Izumi’s cheek. Even though she says 'Nytop!' Izumi seems to be enjoying
it.
While
they were doing that, the door was knocked on. Chiharu opens it, and Aoi
returns with a tray in her arms. There are three cups and some chocolate snacks
on it.
"Sorry
for being late!"
Aoi
seems to have forgotten why she ran away in the first place, as she has a face
that says, 'Look how amazing I am for carrying this much juice on a tray!'
"It’s
fine, we just finished talking."
Chiharu
turns back and raises her eyebrows at Izumi.
"Listen,
even if that thing was a possibility, don't ever tell that to Aoi. It would
trouble her."
"That
depends on your attitude from now on, Chiharu-san."
"What
do you...?"
Seeing
Chiharu glaring at Izumi, Aoi starts to get nervous. Nervous Aoi is cute.
"Please
read that book from earlier. If you do, I'll keep quiet."
"You...
Fine, I'll read it, I promise."
"W-What
are you two talking about?"
""...""
Aoi
steps back nervously as they stare at her.
Chiharu
looks away first.
"It’s
a secret."
"...A
secret?"
"It’s
a secret, a secret. Don't make that face. Geez, you kept quiet about the boys
too, so we're even."
She
says bluntly, but both Izumi and I clearly saw her cheeks turning red.
At that
point, Aoi seemed to sense something and fell silent.
Then she
smiles, looking somewhat happy.
"I
see, so Chiharu-chan has embarrassing things too."
"You--"
Chiharu’s face turns bright red. "It’s not! There’s nothing
embarrassing!"
The
next time Aoi fell ill was in May. It seemed to always happen once a month.
Chiharu
and Izumi came to visit her.
In a
room where the stove was carefully lit, Izumi placed some printouts on the
desk.
For
some reason, Chiharu was sitting with a sulky face.
"I
said I could come alone, so why did you have to come too Izumi?"
"It’s
because I’m a trustworthy class representative. The teacher asked me to take
care of it as well."
"I'm
the one who always deliver them. My house is close. And your house is on the
opposite side, right?"
"But
I like Aoi-san too. Right?"
With a red
face, Aoi smiles and says "right," before coughing. Then, she looks
at the two of them with concern.
"I’m
really happy that Chii-chan and Izumi-chan came to see me."
She
must be worried because the two of them don't seem to be getting along very
well.
With a
reproachful look, Izumi looks at Chiharu. While Chiharu groans.
"Listen...
I..."
"What’s
wrong?"
"...Never
mind."
Chiharu
sulks and stands up.
"I'll
go home first. Make sure you get some rest, Aoi."
"Ah,
Chii-chan."
With a
slam, the door closes.
A
troubled expression appears on Izumi’s face.
"Did
I do something wrong?"
Chiharu
must have had a special meaning in visiting Aoi.
So,
when that was interrupted, she became sulky.
This
part of her still feels like an elementary school student, which makes me
smile, but the leaved behind Aoi is in downcast mode.
"Um,
I’m really sorry." Even without knowing the situation, Izumi bowed her
head. "I didn't mean to intrude. I’m really sorry for not reading the
atmosphere. I’ll go home too."
"No,
it’s not Izumi-chan’s fault. I think Chii-chan probably had a bad time at
school. I’m really sorry, please come again."
"Yes,
thank you. I’ll come again."
With that,
Izumi left awkwardly.
Aoi
sighed and flopped onto the bed.
"What
happened to Chii-chan...?"
Even as
an elementary school student, a girl’s heart can be complicated.
But
after Izumi left, Chiharu, who should have gone home, came back.
"Ah,
Chii-chan."
"I’m
really sorry about earlier." Before Aoi could say anything, Chiharu
apologized. "I just suddenly got irritated. It’s my fault. You can be mad
at me."
"Eh,
I can’t do that."
Chiharu
made a stern face and held Aoi’s hand, then lightly slapped her own cheek.
"I
have to apologize to Izumi tomorrow too."
Chiharu,
who can properly apologize, is a good girl.
"I
don’t understand. What happened, Chii-chan? Did your stomach hurt?"
"...No.
It’s just... she lent me a weird book."
Chiharu’s
face was red, looking neither frustrated nor angry.
Without
saying anything, Aoi stared blankly at Chiharu.
For a
while, only the sound of the clock’s hands echoed in the room.
"The
charm." Aoi muttered softly. "Are we not doing it today?"
"..."
Chiharu
placed her hand on Aoi’s cheek.
But she
stopped there.
Chiharu,
looking unusually tense, didn’t try to look into Aoi’s eyes. No, maybe she
couldn’t look.
What
had changed between Chiharu from the previous visit and now?
It
might be that she had received the yuri education.
Chiharu’s
lips trembled.
"...We’ll
do it, the charm. Close your eyes."
"Okay."
Aoi
closed her eyes like a sleeping princess.
Chiharu
held her breath and slowly brought her face closer. It wasn't on the forehead,
but a little lower...
With a
light sound, Chiharu kissed Aoi’s lips.
'-----'
A
voiceless sound escaped from my non-existent mouth.
Aoi let
out a soft gasp.
The two
stared at each other for a while.
Chiharu
looked away first, unable to bear the embarrassment.
"...Is
this also a charm?"
"This
is..."
Chiharu’s
words were cut off.
Her
face looked as if she was about to cry.
"It’s
a charm too."
"I
see."
"It’s
more effective than on the forehead."
"But
if we do it on the mouth, won’t it spread?"
"Aoi’s
problem isn’t a cold, it’s an emotional issue."
"I
see..."
Unaware
of Chiharu’s expression, Aoi smiled apologetically.
"I’m
really sorry for always causing trouble. I’ll do better and become stronger so
I don’t worry Chii-chan anymore."
"Aoi…
is fine as she is now..."
"I’ll
do my best."
"...Yeah…
do your best."
With
that, Today’s charm had ended, and Chiharu left with her cheeks still flushed a
cherry blossom color.
Left
alone, Aoi took a deep breath as if to restart a stopped heart.
"It
was a charm... right?"
Even if
she asked for the correct answer, there was no one left in the room.
Looking
puzzled, she gently touched her lips.
"...Somehow,
maybe, my heart is pounding really hard..."
Even
for the naive Aoi, that charm seemed to have left a strong impression.
Or
rather, I was also nervous... I accidentally peeked into their private world...
Seeing
two elementary school students - and one of them being my real sister - kissing
so close... I feel like I did something really wrong.
If I
hadn't become a houseplant, I would never have had the chance to witness this
in my lifetime.
Aoi let
out a feverish sigh before tossing and turning for a while, unable to sleep. But
she went to school in good spirits the next day.
The
next day, I could only imagine what kind of conversation Aoi and Chiharu had
when they met in the classroom, as I had taken root as a potted plant.
After
that, Izumi continued to visit and stir up the relationship between the two.
Chiharu
occasionally argued with her, but children of this age make up quickly, and
now...
"...Hey,
when are you finally going to bring the next volume?"
"Ah,
I’m really sorry, I forgot again today."
"You’re
doing it on purpose, right? You’re intentionally stopping at Rainy Blue, right,
Izumi? Right?"
"I
just want Chiharu-san to experience this suspense."
Chiharu
grumbled 'Really...' at Izumi, who stuck out her tongue without any remorse.
The book
exchanges always took place in Aoi’s room, and during when Aoi was briefly
away. It was like a married woman yuri affair while the husband was away...
Perhaps
excited that she’s going to read the sequel, Izumi happily pulled Chiharu’s
arm.
"But,
isn’t it interesting? Doesn’t it make your heart race?"
Looking
annoyed, Chiharu shook off Izumi's arm.
"I
don’t really understand yuri... but the feeling of admiring a cool senior
somehow comes across. But this kind of thing isn’t really a romantic feeling,
right?"
Chiharu’s
ears turned red as she said this, and I didn’t miss it.
What is
this girl saying after having her first kiss!
Unaware
of the truth, Izumi smiled mischievously like a playful cat, perhaps knowing
that she was enjoying the reading.
"I’m
glad you like it, Chiharu-san. Here’s the continuation."
"So
you have it!"
Chiharu
snatched the paperback book Izumi pulled out of her bag.
"But
how many volumes are there...?"
"Just
a little more, just a little more."
And so,
this is how Chiharu finished reading all the volumes of Marimite during her
sixth-grade in elementary school.
Towards
the end, she would tell herself, 'I have no choice since I’m kind of being
forced.' but she seemed happy when borrowing the books.
There
were times when other classmates came to play, but still, the relationship
between Aoi, Chiharu, and Izumi seemed somewhat special.
The
"charm" on the lips happened only once, but after that, whenever Aoi
had a fever, Chiharu would kiss her forehead.
However,
as Aoi grew up, became an adult, and her body became stronger, the frequency of
this gradually decreased.
That is
surely, a good thing.
Admiring
the growing young buds of yuri, I watched over them.
Being
able to witness such a happy scene is the ultimate pleasure for a houseplant...
And thus,
the three of them gradually grew into adults.
The
story was heading towards the next stage.
[1] Refers to a present
that is meant to enhance the interior of a home or space with greenery.
[2]
Having reached enlightenment
[3] Maria-sama ga Miteru
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